Monday, August 08, 2011

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

I have to pen it down somewhere.

So here it is. Beyonce's 'Best thing I never had' isn't working at the moment. I'm hurting. There. I said it.

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

something new

well... there IS one thing new in my life since december =)

i got myself a pair of inline skates. yeayyyy... my attempt to keep fit. but as usual, the plans will always go awry. i was all ready to skate to east coast and back when i found out that the park connector was undergoing some repair and the make-do road was anything but a road. aaaand it was dark too. what happened to the lights? for show only?

=P

oh well, when the doctor said to stay away from my inline skates for a week, i never expected for her to mean a month.

cheh!

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hello!

*blows dust off this old little space*

same ol same ol.

since last december.

went for another holiday in june. gave me a different perspective on the religion. i feel different about it too. its not only the experience, its also the book i was introduced to about the Prophet (pbuh). now i want to practice the religion because i want to, not coz i feel obligated to. it was inspiring. the book and the holiday.

anyhoos, still keeping my options open. another work environment, another degree, another anything.

btw, mum thinks mariah carey's fatter than me.

mums are the best (at such times).

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Monday, March 16, 2009

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

woots!

how's everybody? i'm still doing good, alhamdulilah. been doin lotsa thinking.... i want so many things! and i still want to continue wuth my studies. the local uni doesn't offer what i want and its too expensive to go overseas again. if i were to get some organisation to sponsor me, i still need to do 1 year full time (or 2 years part-time) on my own first. and that'll take eons..... if i were to do it next year, i'll finish when i'm 29.

then i gotta work for at least a year. that'll make me 30.

then i can start with the sponsorship program. that's another 2 years. that'll make me 32.

and then the 3 year bond. i'll be 35 then.

actually, the bond and the extra 5 years of studies aren't the issue. i don't intend to stay in this line for long. i want to jump ship around the same time my partner-at-work leaves. coz knowing my manager, she'll give me shit. she'll put the blame on me when he leaves. just like when he took a loooong time to do the homevisit interview when we had a meeting at the same time. we ended up not going for the meeting (i was accompanying him) and its my fault because i was working there before him and i'm 'supposed' to lead him. whatthehell?

but! its not that my manager's pissing and blaming me all the time. so far, alhamdulilah, i haven't stepped on anybody's toes. and i hope it remains that way. oh well, God knows what's best for me and we'll see where my future takes me. rezeki is in His hands anyways.

on to another topic!

i went to Kashmir last dec and fell in love with the men *ehem!* and the beauty of the country itself (and the men. heh!). rajasthan was a fantastic experience because of the historical value (which is so underrated! anyone who loves ancient relics and ancient architecture and palaces MUST go to rajasthan!). next holiday, i think i'll go somewhere just as historic as well. this time, with christian influence in a historical Muslim country. what's with me and persia? lets not analyse.

okay, till next update. bye.

ps: i'm wondering how milles and lowell are doing. shout out to both of you! i've got your photos in my office and i'll get lost in the memories whenever i miss my time there. =)

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Monday, February 23, 2009

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

BOO!

hello! how's everyone? i'm doing okay. like my job. like the nurses that i've to work with. doctors are fine. i just HATE the pay. too little. i need more in order to buy 'that thing' that i want/need.

aaaanyways, moving on...

i just realised that 'she' has a personality disorder. i'd love to shut her up when she nags but i don't want God to be angry with me. so i don't know what to do. if i were to let her go on, some part of my life will be cursed. shut her up, i'll bear with the consequences by Him. how ah?

and! did u just hear the news? about the skills upgrading thing for professionals? where the cost of the course may be reimbursed for up to 90%? kewl eh? answer to my prayers. okay, we'll see how it goes!


by the way

i still love kashmir.

*bliss*

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Monday, December 29, 2008

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

Kashmir

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Friday, November 28, 2008

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

yeargh!

i feel so *bleargh* right now. i need to go out.

yeesh!

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i tried

okay, forget it. the pictures are up on my facebook. check them out there then.

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oops...

i was just about to upload Zila's wedding photos but the macbook doesn't show the photos but the detail only. errmmm.... i'll just upload them on my facebook yeah? maybe then i'll be able to upload them here.

on another note, dad's not doing too good. apart from the slipped disc from last year, dad's suffering from some form of a pinched nerve thing- he can't walk, stand or sit much. and to add insult to injury, he's suffering from wear and tear of his eye. the specialist suspects that his gel in the eyes are leaking but they can't detect any tear in his eyeball. don't expect me to know all the medical terms- i work in the madhouse, not in a medical centre. dad'll get many black spots in his eye at random times and it'll block half of his sight- in one eye. i just saw him blinking and blinking and blinking while reading the papers, like he's got really dry eyes for wearing contact lenses (kinda like what i usually do *winks*).

i'm just afraid that dad'll go before i can let him reap the benefits of investing in me, know what i mean? he's still the same person like everyday but you just can't help but notice the changes.

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